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अप्रैल, 2021 की पोस्ट दिखाई जा रही हैं

Bdalta hua har ek pal

                      Kehty h agr kisi ki zindgi m pyaar or uska saath ho to life bahut easy ho jati h or khushiyo se bhar jati h or isse bda tohfa or koi ho hi nhi sakta. Pyaar sacha ho to khushi apni ho ya nhi ho mgr apni life jise maan liya h uski khushi ko dekhkr dil hamesha dua krta h ki is insaan ki khushiyo ko hamesha aise hi rakhna....      Mere pass bhi ek aisa insaan h jiske liye mere dil se hamesha duaee nikalti h.. or mai hamesha dua krti hu ki mujhe uski sari pareshani, sare gum, sari takleef mil jaye or badle m bs bhagwan use bahut khushiya de...    Pta nhi kabhi meri dua waha tak jati bhi hogi ya nhi mgr jo bhi dua ki h dil se ki h..    Life ka sabse bda tohfa jo God gift h vo h pyaar jo bina kisi bhaid bhaav ke bs dil jise apna maan leta h usse ho jata h..mujhe bhi sunil se hua h pta nhi kyu mgr naa chaty hue bhi mujhe sunil se pyaar ho gya.. Karib 2 saal pehle jab mai sunil se...

Meri zindgi ke kuchh pal

Ek ladki hu m or isliye mai ye apni life m manti or samajhti hu ki ladki koi bhi ho vo hamesha dugna krke hi deti h agr kisi se use pyaar milta h to puri duniya ka pyaar vo us insaan pr luta deti h or theek isi trah agr koi nafrat krta h to use bhi dugna hi krke deti h.. Ladkiyo ki is chhoti si life m vo chati h ki unka saath hamesha unka dhyan rakhe vo chhoti chhoti si bato pr unse naraz na ho.. Unse theek vese hi pyaar kre jese kisi bachhe se krty h unko theek vese hi sambhal jese koi bachha.. Apne sapno ki duniya mai bs ek pyaar hi to jise vo chati h ki uska husband usse kre.. Mere pass bhi mere sunil h jo mujhse itna pyaar krty h ki sayad mene bhi kabhi unsenhi kiya hoga.. Pyaar word to mai kabhi samajhi nhi or na samajhna chati thi kyuki pyaar wyaar sab se chid thi mujhe... Aaj kal ki life m pyaar wyaar nhi hota yahi sab pta tha mujhe.. Mgr sunil ne mujhe is trah pyaar ka mtlb samjhaya ki ye pyaar kab mujhe ho gya pta hi nhi chala??  Mai pehle sunil se dur rhti thi or kabhi bh...

Soch or meri soch

 18.4.2021 Mai kabhi kabhi sochti hu ki kash mai ek ladka hoti kyuki mai kitni bhi kosish krne ke baad apni family ke liye kuchh nhi kr pati ek ladka hokr sayad m sab kuchh kr sakti thi apni family ke liye.. Ladki hona ek bahut bda dukh hota h. Ek ladki hone ke naty hum kabhi bhi apnii khvahisho ko bahr share nhi kr sakty.. zindgi ke har mor pr hamesha ladkiyo ko apni ichha ko dbana padta h.. life m zindgi m mai chati hu ki apni family ko ek aisi life du jo unhone kabhi ye socha h ki unka beta hota to vo unke liye ye sab krta.. Meri family mai sabse zyada bharosa mujhpr krty h mummy papa vo mujhpr itna bharosa krty h ki unko yakin h ki mai unka beta bankr dikhau.. Maine hamesha ye kosish ki kis trah apni mummy ke liye khushiya lau kis trah mai apne papa ko khushiya du.. Mai sunil se bahut pyaar krti hu sunil bhi mujhse bahut pyaar krty h.. sunil jab bhi mujhse naraz hoty h to ek dard sa hota h man m ki meri wjah se vo kitne pareshan h mgr mai kya kru mai bahut majbur hu.. Sunil jo ...

Zindgi ke prav

 21 April 2021             Aaj meri tabiyat thodi kharab h thoda sa zukham ho gya h isliye aaj mai der tak soti rhi. Sunil jo mujhse itna pyar krty h na Jane unko kese pta chal jata h ki meri tabiyat kharab h . Sunil or meri WhatsApp pr roz baat hoti h. Unka to man hi nhi lgta jab tak mai unse baat na kr lu.  Pta nhi vo kitna pyar krty h mujhse ki unka man hi nhi bharta kabhi mujhse baaty krty krty. Aaj jab subha mene sunil ko good morning wish ki to unko na Jane kese pta chal gya ki tabiyat kharab h meri bs fir kya mujhse call kro. Mujhr apse baat krni h. Mai apse call pr baat krunga??  Mai ghar m aise sunil se call pr baat nhi kr sakti hu kyuki mere mummy papa h bhai bhen h sabke samne m aise calls pr baat nhi kr sakti hu..  Sunil ko bhi ye pta h ki mai inse aise calls pr baat nhi kr sakti hu kyuki family bahut trust krti h mujhpr unko mujhpr itna yakin h ki unhone to pehle hi soch liya h ki meri beti mujhe beta bankr dikhayegi. Meri l...