Zindgi ke prav

 21 April 2021

            Aaj meri tabiyat thodi kharab h thoda sa zukham ho gya h isliye aaj mai der tak soti rhi. Sunil jo mujhse itna pyar krty h na Jane unko kese pta chal jata h ki meri tabiyat kharab h . Sunil or meri WhatsApp pr roz baat hoti h. Unka to man hi nhi lgta jab tak mai unse baat na kr lu. 

Pta nhi vo kitna pyar krty h mujhse ki unka man hi nhi bharta kabhi mujhse baaty krty krty. Aaj jab subha mene sunil ko good morning wish ki to unko na Jane kese pta chal gya ki tabiyat kharab h meri bs fir kya mujhse call kro. Mujhr apse baat krni h. Mai apse call pr baat krunga?? 

Mai ghar m aise sunil se call pr baat nhi kr sakti hu kyuki mere mummy papa h bhai bhen h sabke samne m aise calls pr baat nhi kr sakti hu.. 

Sunil ko bhi ye pta h ki mai inse aise calls pr baat nhi kr sakti hu kyuki family bahut trust krti h mujhpr unko mujhpr itna yakin h ki unhone to pehle hi soch liya h ki meri beti mujhe beta bankr dikhayegi.

Meri loving mummy meri sabse achhi friend h vo hamesha meri baat ko samajhti h or vo chati h ki mai life m achhy se ek government nokri ke saath sattel ho jau..

Mai sunil se bahut pyaar krti hu or sunil bhi mujhse bahut pyar krty h..

  Morning m sunil ne call ki to mene call atten kr li or unko bta diya mene ki mai theek hu.subha to maan gye or sunil ne mujhse baat ki vo chaty h ki mai unse kisi bhi time baat kru call pr mgr mai ghar m aise baat nhi kr sakti..

Kash ki mai sunil ko ye bta Pau ki mai sunil se bahut pyaar krti hu or bahut zyada pyaar krti hu.

 Raat ko sunil mujhse roz baat krty h vo chaty h ki mai unke saath rhu. Aaj jab saam ko unhone dubara call pr baat krne ki baat kahi to mene mna kr diya kyuki mai aise ghar m unse call pr baat nhi kr sakti..

Kash vo samajh paty meri majburi mai unko bhi dukhi nhi dekh sakti..

Mere mummy papa jo mujhpr itna bharosa krty h or din raat mere liye prathna krty h ki mai life m satpal ho jau ek government nokri mil jaye mujhe mai unko dhokha kese de sakti hu?

Sunil ne 3 bje mujhe WhatsApp pr msg kiya mai us time so gai thi kyuki sir m itna dard ho rha tha ki mai kab so gai pta hi nhi chala subha uthkr mene msg dekha or unko good morning ke saath sorry ka reply kiya..

2 hour baad sunil ka reply to aaya mgr pta nhi vo kyu itne pareshan se ho jaty h ki meri tabiyat unko aise dekhkr or kharab ho jati h.

Kash m sunil ko ye sab bta pati ki mai bhi unke saath rhna chati hu unse apne dil ki baat krna chati hu mgr na Jane kyu ek dar sa lga rha h ek anjana sa dar....

Sunil gusse m hoty h to bolty h ki agr is 2021 ke saal m tum mujhe samajh nhi pai to pta nhi kya krunga m.mai darti hu ki kahi vo kuchh glat kadam na utha le ..

Mere ghar ki zimmedari h mujhpr jo mere liye meri mummy roz ek nya sapna dekhti h mera naam lekr sabse bolti h ki ye meri beti nhi beta h mai unka bharosa kese tod du???

Kash mai sunil ko ye bta pati ki mai tumse bahut pyaar krti hu itna pyaar ki tumare liye sari zindgi aise hi reh sakti hu hamesha.. 

Kash vo mujhe or meri majburi ko samajh paty or mera thoda sa saath de dete to zindgi ke sare dukh dur ho jaty..

Mai har roz bhagwan se yahi dua mangti hu ki kash ek vo din aaye ki mai hamesha ke liye apke saath ho jau..

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