Soch or meri soch

 18.4.2021

Mai kabhi kabhi sochti hu ki kash mai ek ladka hoti kyuki mai kitni bhi kosish krne ke baad apni family ke liye kuchh nhi kr pati ek ladka hokr sayad m sab kuchh kr sakti thi apni family ke liye..

Ladki hona ek bahut bda dukh hota h. Ek ladki hone ke naty hum kabhi bhi apnii khvahisho ko bahr share nhi kr sakty.. zindgi ke har mor pr hamesha ladkiyo ko apni ichha ko dbana padta h.. life m zindgi m mai chati hu ki apni family ko ek aisi life du jo unhone kabhi ye socha h ki unka beta hota to vo unke liye ye sab krta..

Meri family mai sabse zyada bharosa mujhpr krty h mummy papa vo mujhpr itna bharosa krty h ki unko yakin h ki mai unka beta bankr dikhau..

Maine hamesha ye kosish ki kis trah apni mummy ke liye khushiya lau kis trah mai apne papa ko khushiya du..

Mai sunil se bahut pyaar krti hu sunil bhi mujhse bahut pyaar krty h.. sunil jab bhi mujhse naraz hoty h to ek dard sa hota h man m ki meri wjah se vo kitne pareshan h mgr mai kya kru mai bahut majbur hu..

Sunil jo bs mujhe chaty h vo bs mere saath rhna chaty h or duniya se uneh koi lena dena nhi h mere liye sab kuchh chhodne ko taiyar rhty h aise pyaar krne wale insaan ke saath mai itna glat kr rhi hu vo jitna pyaar mujhse krty h uske badle mujhe bhi unse bahut pyaar krna chaiye mgr mai majboor hu kyuki jab tak mai mummy papa ke sapno ko pura nhi kr deti tab tak mai sunil ke saath nhi reh sakti ..

      Mujhse zyada badkismat ladki koi nhi hogi duniya mai jiske pass itne pyaar krne wala insaan h fir bhi mai badle m unko pyaar nhi de sakti or mummy papa ke sapno ko bhi pura nhi kr pai hu...

Mai chati hi ki uneh har vo khushi de pau jo unhone expect ki h..

Agr meri jagh unka beta hota to sayad unke sapne kab ke pure ho jaty..

Hum samajh m kitni bhi kosish kr le ki ladkiya hamesha ladko se aage h mgr aisa har jag sambhav nhi h ladkiyo ke pass har mor pr koi na koi majburi hoti hi h fir bhi vo apni kosish krti rhti h ki vo ek din success zarur hogi or apne maa papa ka sapna zarur pura kregi

Mere pass kitni bhi mushkile h mgr agle hi pal mai ye sochkr fir uth khadi hoti hu ki sayad aaj nhi mgr aaj ke din to success mujhe milegi fir us din mai apne mummy papa ka sapna poora krungi or apne pyaar ke pass mummy papa ki permission lekr hamesha ke liye unke pass chali jaungi ..

Kash ki meri zindgi bhi ek din ye mor lekr aaye ki mere pass bhi sabki trah khushiya ho koi majburi nhi......


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