Bdalta hua har ek pal

        

             Kehty h agr kisi ki zindgi m pyaar or uska saath ho to life bahut easy ho jati h or khushiyo se bhar jati h or isse bda tohfa or koi ho hi nhi sakta. Pyaar sacha ho to khushi apni ho ya nhi ho mgr apni life jise maan liya h uski khushi ko dekhkr dil hamesha dua krta h ki is insaan ki khushiyo ko hamesha aise hi rakhna....

     Mere pass bhi ek aisa insaan h jiske liye mere dil se hamesha duaee nikalti h.. or mai hamesha dua krti hu ki mujhe uski sari pareshani, sare gum, sari takleef mil jaye or badle m bs bhagwan use bahut khushiya de...

   Pta nhi kabhi meri dua waha tak jati bhi hogi ya nhi mgr jo bhi dua ki h dil se ki h..

   Life ka sabse bda tohfa jo God gift h vo h pyaar jo bina kisi bhaid bhaav ke bs dil jise apna maan leta h usse ho jata h..mujhe bhi sunil se hua h pta nhi kyu mgr naa chaty hue bhi mujhe sunil se pyaar ho gya..

Karib 2 saal pehle jab mai sunil se mili thi to mujhe pta nhi kyu chidan si hoti thi ko mujhe kisi se baat nhi krni or ladko se mujhe kass nafrat si thi..aida kyu tha ye to mujhe pta nhi mgr mai bahut chidti thi..

Mai sunil se bahut dur dur rhti thi itni dur ki kabhi kabhi baat na krne ke liye unko ignor bhi kr deti thi kyuki mujhe ajeeb si chidan hoti thi ladko se..

Mgr hoty hoty naa Jane kab usi insaan se pyaar ho gya jisse m dur dur bhagti thi mujhe pta hi nhi chala...

         Agr pyaar h to sabr bhi hona chaiye kyuki pyaar krne walo ke pass sabr nhi to vo pyaar nhi reh jata vo swarth ban jata h.. jisse hum pyaar krty h bs uski khushi ke liye jina yahi to pyaar ka mtlb h...

      Meri mulakat jab sunil se hui thi to m unko bahut zyada pasand nhi krti thi kyuki hum dono gar chiz m alag thy unka rhna, baaty krne ka tarika, logo ki bato ke jwaab dene ke tarike sab kuchh mujhse bahut alag tha or mai ek silent ladki agr kisi ne mujhe kuchh puchha h to uska reply de dungi wrna sare din chup chap baithi rhungi...

      Sunil dil se bahut achhy or saaf dil ke h..unki trah to kisi ko mene dekha nhi abhi tak..kyuki kisi ko help ki zarurat hoti h to vo apna khana apne pese de kr bhale ki khud ke pass kuchh na rhe mgr samne wale insaan ki help zarur krty h...

   Mere sunil sabse alag h or sabse zyada achhy bhi h vo mujhe kabhi kisi baat ki sikayat krne ka moka nhi dete vo mujhe khud se zyada samajhty h or meri bhi har trah se help krty h balki meri hi nhi vo meri family ki bhi puri trah se help krty h..

    jab hum dono milne lage baat hone lagi to unko mere bare m sab pta lag jata tha ki kab m pareshan hu or kis baat se mujhe khushi milegi..

Vo meri itni care krty h ki sayad koi or hota to mere jesi ladki ki traf kabhi bhi nhi dekhta..kahi na kahi sunil mujhse bhi wahi pyaar wahi caring or apnapan chaty h or mai puri kosish krti hu ki unko pareshani ko mai bhi samajh Pau...

    Mgr ab kuchh month se sab ulta ho rha h..behaviour change ho gya h..sunil jo kabhi mere bina khana nhi khaty thy or unko meri har baat or har takleef ki parwah hoti thi vo parwah ab gayab si ho gai h..

Jo sunil pehle mujhe baaty krne ke liye sare kaam chhod diya krty thy aaj vo parwah gayab si ho gai h ab bs saath rhna hi zaruri ho gya h..

Sunil mujhse pehle bolty thy ki bs tum mujhse baat kr liya kro mere liye itna kafi h apko pyaar ho ya na ho mujhe tumse hamesha pyaar rhega..unko mere khane pine ka hamesha khayal rhta h or meri har chhoti badi baato ka dhyan rakhty h mgr ab sab bdal sa gya h jo baat tab thi vo sayad ab kahi kho si gai h 

Pehle bs baat krna kafi hota tha or aaj saath rhna zaruri ho gya h..pehle bs mera khana pina kr theek rhna zaruri hota tha or ab mai kuchh bhi kru unka bolna hota h tumeh jese achha lage kro, tomko sons h so jao nhi sona mat so..khana h kha lo nhi khana to koi baat nhi.. jo chhoti chhoti parwah hoti thi vo ab gayab ho gai h or uski jgah le li h saath rhne ne.. an koi bhi baat ho ya na ho sab chhodkr sunil chaty h ki mai bs unke saath rhu..

Mana ki ye chhoti chhoti baty itna matter nhi krti mgr inhi chhoti bato se parwah se pyaar jhalakta h apnapan badhta h ekdusre ko samajhne or saath rhne ki chahat badhti h..

Pyaar ka mtlb hi sabr hota h kyuki jaha pyaar kam ho jata h waha apna pan bhi kam ho jata h.. saath rhne ki ummid ke bina sunil ne mujhse pyaar kiya tha vo bolty thy pehle ki saath rhna kafi nhi hota aap mere saath ho mujhe baat kr leti ho bs itna hi kafi h mere liye..ab vo baty vo pyaar vo parwah sab kaha kho sa gya h in pyari  bato or apnepan ki jgah ab tension pareshani or bs saath rhna h is baat ne le li h..

   Ab pyaar ki jgah saath rhna zaruri ho gya h. Sunil Pehle mujhse kabhi ulti ya aisi baat nhi bolty thy jisse mera dil dukha ya mujhe zra bhi takleef ho mgr kal raat mere bahut puchhne ke baad bhi mere ksm dene ke baad bhi sunil ne mujhe nhi btaya ki aakhir unko tabiyat kharab h uneh kya hua h unhone mujhe kuchh nhi btaya...

Mai sari raat unka phone pr intzar krti rhi ki ab aaige sunil or mujhe bta denge ki ye baat h..mai puri raat khuli aakho se bs phone ki traf dekhti rhi ki kash sayad is pal sunil aakr mujhe ye btainge ki kya baat h or mujhse patni problme share kringe..

Aisa pehle kabhi bhi nhi hua ki sunil ne mujhe sulane se pehle khud mujhe mere haal pr chhodkr so gye unhone ek baar bhi plat ke meri traf nhi dekha ki mai jaag rhi ya so gai hu..ya mai to kisi baat se pareshan nhi hu mujhe lgatar 3 dino se bukhar h or aakhon m dard h.. sunil ke samne m fir bhi ekdum khush rhne ki kosish krti hu taki kam se kam mujhe dekhkr to sunil apni pareshani bhul jaye...

Mgr vo parwah or pyaar ki jgah ab saath rhne ki zarurat ban gai h. Mai sari raat phone lekr unka intzar krti rhi mgr sunil ne ek baar bhi ye nhi bola ki aapko m bta deta hu kya dikkat h..

Mai manti hu vo mujhe dukhi nhi krna chaty sayad isliye sunil ne mujhe vo pareshani nhi btai hogi mgr mujhe sari raat neend hi nhi aai..

Ek aisi ladki jo kabhi kisi ka intzar to kya baat nhi krti thi aaj itni bdal gai h ki sari raat bs apke intzar aakhe kholkr guzar dii or fir bhi sayad vo pyaar nhi dikha jo kahi gayab sa hota jaa rha h.. 

Mai bs chati hu ki agr life m kisi ko apna mana h to usse koi baat mat chhupai chahe vo dukh ho ya sukh agr har baat m dono saath h tabhi vo pyaar h wrna pyaar kabhi bhi apni nhi apne ki khushi dekhta h..

Mai bs chati hu ki jo bhi baat h achhi ya buri bs face to face sari baaty bta do aage chahe jo hoga agr dono ka pyaar achha h to apni life m sabr rakho apne pyaar pr bharosa rakho pyaar ki jeet zarur hogi.mgr ekdusre ka kabhi wishwas mat tutne do halat kitne bhi kharab kyu naa ho ekdusre se pyaar se puchho or problem ka dono milkr solution nikalo ..

Ye nhi hona chaiye ki ek pareshan h or dusra uski pareshani se pareshan h ..

Ekdusre ki himmat banne ki kosish kro ekdusre ki kamzori mat bano..

         Kash mai ye baat sunil ko fir se yaaddila pati ki pyaar vo mujhe krty h or pyaar m bhi sunil se krti hu mgr ab chhoti chhoti baato ne pyaar ki jgah tension ne le li h..ekdusre ka saath rhna nhi ekdusre ka saath hona zaruri h...

Kash ki vo pyaar bahre apnepan wale din fir se sunil ki or meri zindgi m aaye...or hum fir se pehle se bhi zyada bharosa or pyaar krne lage or hum dono saath rhinge bs thoda waqt bdalne do or agr hum dono saath h to duniya ki koi problem humare samne nhi reh sakti....