Bachho wala pyaar krna samajhdar nhi hu m abhi

 Ye baat bilkul sach h ki agr aap kisi se pyaar krty ho to use kabhi ye ehsas mat hone do ki aap usse kitna pyaar krty ho kyuki ye btane ke baad ki aap usse kitna pyar krty ho..apse pyar krne wala insaan soch leta h ab ise meri aadat ho gai h or mai ab chahe sahi kru ya glat ye mere alawa kahi or nhi jayega...

   Pta nhi kyu aisa hota h ki jab hum kisi ko bahut khass manty h itna khass ki uske liye apni jaan tak de sakty tab vo insaan humare pyaar ka use is trah se krta h ki lgta h ki sayad humare pyaar m hi koi kami thi kyuki jab hum samne wale insaan se pyar or respect se baat krty h or badle m hum bhi bs pyaar chaty h thoda sa 5 min ka time chaty h to sayad samne wala insaan iska glat mtlb nikal lete h...

       Meri roz sunil se baat hoti h WhatsApp pr mgr naa jane kyu ab unki bato m rukhapn aane lga h jab m unse pyaar nhi krti thi or unse baat na krne ke bhane talasti thi tab vo mujhse itna pyaar krty thy ki meri jhuth bato ko bhi jaty hasty sach manty thy or meri har baat uneh achhi lgti thi mujhse kabhi bhi unhone berukhi se baat nhi ki yaha tak ki kabhi unhone mujhse glat word nhi bole hamesha unhone kosish ki kii mai apni zyada se zyada baat unko btau unse apni life share kru...

     Mgr aaj jab m unse baat krne lagi hu unse din se pyaar krne lagi hu unko jii jaan se chahne lagi hu to vo mujhse aise berukhi se baty kr jaty h jiske bare m mene kabhi expect bhi nhi kiya tha ki kabhi mujhse aise bhi baaty kringe sunil.. mgr mai sochti hu sayad vo pareshan h kaam ka pressure h or bhi bahut sari baaty hoti h din bhar m to sayad vo zyada pareshan hoty h to unko pta nhi chalta or isliye vo aise bol dete h...

       Mai abhi kahi job nhi kr rhi hu sare din ghar m rhna sona bs yahi kaam h abhi mai WhatsApp pr sunil ka wait krti hu ki sayad unko time mile or mujhse baat kringe vo mgr ajeeb baat h sare din baat nhi hoti or jab raat ko baat hoti h to mai unse puchhti hu to unko meri baaty buri lgne lagi h vo baaty jo pehle unko achhi lga krti thi..mai idhar udhar ki baaty unko btati hu taki unse baat kr saku thodi der unki baaty sun saku mgr mere puchhne pr ki aap pareshan to nhi ho meri ksm ki aap pareshan nhi ye bolne pr hi naraz ho jaty h...

                    Vo mujhse aise baat krty h jo mai sochti thi ki sunil mujhse hamesha pyaar kringe mujhse pyaar se baat kringe mere papa thode strict h vo bhi baat baat pr gussa hoty h chilaty  h dant tey h. Jab sunil ko mene jana or unse pyaar kiya to lgta tha ki vo mujhe kabhi nhi dantenge or kabhi gussa nhi kringe or mujhse pyaar kringe kyuki gussa or dant to mai khoob dekhti hu apni life m mujhe bs pyaar chaiye itna zyada bhi nhi bs itna pyaar ki bs..thoda sa🥺

         Mai sare din wait krti hu ki sunil ko kaam se time milega mujhse baat kringe fir apne man ki mna krti hu ki kaam bhi to zaruri h wrna khana kaha se khainge zarurate kese puri hogi isliye sochti hu saam ko to mujhse zarur baat kringe pyaar se or mai bhi koi aisi baat nhi krungi jisse unko gussa ya pareshani ho ..mgr pta nhi chalta kab ki baat pr gussa ho jaye aaj jab Maine unse puchha apki tabiyat kesi h aap pareshan to nhi ho meri ksm khao ki aap pareshan nhi ho...isi baat pr unhone bola ek hi baat baar baar bolti ho mai pareshan nhi hu or yakin jab hoga tab baat kr lena rakh do phone.  

     Unhone mujhse bola rakh do phone jo kabhi ye bolty thy ki mere pass apse baat krne ka time nhi hota aaj mai wait kr rhi hu or vo bolty h rakh do phone..Maine for bhi ignor kiya or unko sorry bol diya sorry bolne se mai chhoti thodina ho gai🥺 kyuki m to pehle se hi chhoti hu...Mai apne dil ok tasalli de leti hu ki bahr kaam krne jaty h thak jaty honge or duniya ke trah trah logo se roz deal krni padti h mood kharab ho jata hoga ....2-3 baar unhone yahi bola ki phone rakh do phone rakh do .to meme bhi rakh diya phone ..unhone good night bola or byy bol diya reply m mene bhi pyy bol diya....

    Ek ladki ki life m bhi kam mushkile nhi hoti or jab ghar m koi kmane wala na ho sab kuchh khud hi krna ho or koi kaam na ho tab kitna mood kharab hota h bs m hi janti hu apni mummy ko pareshan hoty dekha h mene apne papa ko bebas dekha h mene kyuki earning ka koi source nhi h puri duniya ke tane sunne padty h ladkiyo ke Mata pura hone ke baty unko bahut baty Sunni Sunni h...

  Mgr mai to apni sari pareshani or sari tension bhula deti hu unke samne taki unko koi pareshani na ho mere pass bhi itni tension ki sir dukh jata h sochkr abhi koi ghar m kaam nhi kr rha m bhi gahr m baithi hu..kahan pine ka kharch bhi nhi chal rha bachhe bhi h ghar m jab khaungi nhi to khaungi or khilaungi kaha se dwai goli ki bhi zaruri hoti h sab kaha se laungi or khud bhukhi so sakti hu mgr bachho ko apne parivaar ko kese bhukha sulaungi ...mera ghar girvi rakha h har month 3k biyaj Chad  rha h ghar aakr vo peso ke liye bolkr jata h uski baaty bhi Sunni padti h agr mere pass pese hoty to tabhi m uske muh pr pese markr apna ghar chhuda leti..mgr abhi m thodi majboor hu mai apne parivaar ko kaise logo ke taanne sunne du jab koi meri mummy ko ya papa ko peso ke liye bolta h or vo mujhe bebas dikai dete h to mano mera kaleja fat jata h unki bebasi  dekhkr.....

           mere pass to bahut tension h mai kitni dukhi hu bs m hi jati hu...is time agr mujhe kisi ke ghar ka kaam krne ka bhi kaam milega to vo bhi krne ko taiyar hu mai sab krne ko taiyar hu 🥺 bs parivaar ko chhote bachho ko kese dukhi dekhu..

mgr m ye sab sunil ko dekhty hi bhulne ki kosish krti hu.. or khush ho jati hu ki kyuki aap mujhe bahut  pyaar krty ho or aap mere saath ho apke samne sare dukh bhula dungi m...bs khushi dungi apko m jitni m de sakti hu...

          Sunil samajhty h ki mai unko ab tak samajh nhi pai hu or unke saath rhne ke liye isliye mna krti hu kyuki mujhe sabke sapne pure krne h or mai unko koi respect nhi deti hu mgr ek baar meri life jike dekho apna pyaar hoty hue bhi khulkr pyaar nhi kr sakti or Mata pita ki bebasi ko bhi dur nhi kr sakti unki bhi ichhao ko pura nhi kr sakti hu..kitna akela mehsus krti hu m khud ko...jab aap bhi mujhe bol dete ho phone rakho to bahut akeli ho jati hu m🥺 

     Mai apse bahut pyar krti hu or apne mujhe kabhi bhi kisi bhi chiz ki kami nhi hone di meri khushi or meri zarurat sabka bahut achhy se khayal rakha mgr mera akela pan tab or badh jata h jab aap meri hasi ke pichhy meri khamoshi ko nhi samajh paty...mai bahut tuti hui hu andr se bahut...mai to ro bhi nhi sakti theek se kyuki apke samne roi to apko dukh hoga jo mere jity jii m kabhi nhi hone dungi... mujhe pta h aap bhi bahut dukhi ho andr se or aap bhi yahi mehsus krty ho kahi na kahi mgr aap ladke ho apko koi kuchh nhi bolega..mai to ek ladki hu mujhe to gar koi tane dega agr glti se bhi koi glti ho gai to mere saath mere pure ghar ko tane dekhne padenge kya ek baar khud ko meri life m jike mehsus kr sakty ho AAP ki kya mehsus krti hu or kese life jiti hu m.......

Aap mujhe jab se mile ho mere andr jime ki tamanna jaag uthi h or m jina chati hu apke saath apni puri life...mgr abhi mujhe apki zarurat h aisi baat nhi h ki mujhe pese chaiye...nhi mujhe pese nhi chaiye mujhe apka pyaar chaiye or meri khamoshi ko samjho aap bs yahi chaiye...phone rakh do ki jgah agr aap ye bolty ki apka mood kharab h ya aap mujhe bolty ki m koi baat apse na pucchu to m sach m apse kuchh nhi puchhti mujhe kabhi aap pr shaq nhi h na hoga kabhi jab tak zinda hu tab tak..mgr apki fiqr hoti h apki har problem ko m dur kr pau apki problem or tension ko dur kr du yahi sochkr apse zabardasti puchhne lgti hu..

Please mujhe glat mat samajhna..or mujhse aise mat bola kro please ki phone rakh do ya mujhe baat mat krna aise mat bola kro kyuki ye sunkr thoda sa sukh hota h kyuki pehle aap aise nhi bolty thy naa to aadat nhi h abhi ye sunne ki dheere dheere seekh jaungi ye sunna bhi mgr please abhi aise mat bola kro..mujhe mera akelapan nigal jayega wrna kisi din..

     Mai dilo jaan se apse pyaar krti hu or apke saath rhna chati hu bs isse zyada kuchh nhi...or apse thoda sa pyaar chati hu apke saath puri life jina chati hu bs meri life ke liye itna bahut h 🙁

Mai bahr se zarur hard ban jati hu mgr andr se mai abhi bhi bachhi hu jese bachhe maa baap ke bolne pr maan jaty h mai bhi apke ek pyaar se bolne pr😁khush ho jati hu mujhe bachhi samajhkr pyaar kro mai badi zarur hu mgr mujhe bachhe ki trah pyaar chaiye mujhse koi samajhdar nhi h aap kese bologe mai vese maan jaungi.............🙁