Ek din aisa bhi hoga???

           Kal 25-5 ok krti ka birthday tha..vo bahut khush thi or uski khushi m hum sab shamil ho gya thy... mere papa ko ye sab pasand nhi h ki unki betiya cake cut kre ya celebrate kre...

           Meri family m papa mummy ko aisa lgta h ki sari duniya bs apne apne swarth se baat krti h..kirti ne mummy ko bola ki sunil bhaiya ko bula lete h..ek baar ke liye mummy ne kha ki papa se puchh lena fir call kr lena..

Tab mene kha ki agr aaj tumne bulaya nhi to aage se kisi bhi kaam ke liye mat bolna sunil se...mere papa ko pta nhi kyu kuchh bhi pasand nhi h unko bs ye pasand h ki sab unke under rhe or bs unki baat mane...

             Mere aise bolne pr mummy ne permission de di ki call kr lena..ask sinha hi mai sunil ke saath kisi kaam se gai thi..tab go khush thy mgr pta nhi kyu unka behaviour change ho gya h...mujhe lgta h ki vo baat nhi rhi vo us waqt thi jab sunil mujhse bahut pyaar krty thy...itna pyaar ki unhone kabhi mujhe glat baat nhi bola na kabhi mujhe gussa kiya or na hi mujhe akele chhodne ki baat kahi....

           Mene sunil ko phone kiya to phone kiti ne le liya ki mai bulaungi mene bhi kha ki theek h bula le...unne sunil ko invite kiya...sunil maan bhi gye mgr unhone kha ki agr mai unke saath kirti ke liye gift lene jaungi tabhi aainge wrna nhi aaige.. 

          Mai unko kese samjhau ki bahr Jane ke liye bhi mujhe ek ek chiz ke liye bhi permission leni padti h ghar m or agr aisa nhi krti m agr to ghar m kalesh ho jata h....

           Mai sunil ke saath kirti ka gift lene kese chali jati papa pura din kharab kr dete... papa ko bilkul nhi pasand ki mai kahi jau ya kisi se baat kru... unko achha lgta h mai ghar m rhu.. bs kaam krti rhu kisi se koi baat na kru or papa ki haa m haa milti rhu...

        Pta nhi sunil meri majburi ko kab samjhenge mai uneh kese samjhau... aaj sunil mujhse bahut naraz h bahut hi zyada aaj to unhone mere msg ke reply bhi nhi kiye.. bahut bura lga mujhe bhi mgr koi baat nhi sayad yahi meri kismat h ..... maa baap ko izzat ke liye m sab sehti hu mgr ek din aayega jab sare rishty todkr chali jaungi m... jab sunil bhi mujhe glat samajhty h or unko bhi lgta h ki ye sab m jaan bujhkr krti hu to bhagwaan se yahi dua 🤲 krti hu ki bhagwaan mujhe apse pass bula lo... 

               Mai bhagwan ke pass jana chati hu dheere dheere man itna tut sa rha h ki  lgta h mai ya to kisi mandir m chali jau ya fir bhagwan mujhe apse pass bula le😭 itne dukh de rhi h zindgi ki jina mushkil ho gya h 😭🤦‍♀️🤲 

             Sunil agr sach m mujhe is dukh se dur krna chaty to vo itne pese kmaty ki koi uneh mujhe le Jane se nhi rokta... pese m bahut taqat hoti h sunil vo hum dono to ek kr deta mgr sayad ye meri kismat m nhi h...mere maa baap ko bhi peso ke aage bhulna padta mgr apne hi mujhe glat samjha h to bs dua h ki jaldi se jaldi mujhe bhagwaan apne pass bula le🙏🙏

                Sayad ho sakta h ki jab m bahut dur chali jaungi tab mere sunil ko ehsas hoga ki mai unse sacha pyar krti thi jhuth nhi bola mene unse kabhi... 

            Mai job job krti hu isliye taki kam se kam meri jab lgne ke baad hi mummy papa humari shadi ko lekr maan jaye or mai unse aakho m aakhen dalkr apni shadi ki baat kr pau...mgr ab lgta h ki bhagwaan ke ghar se bulaya aane wala h🙏 

                  Bs bhagwan apko khushi de hamesha mere dil se bs yahi dua nikalti h.. aap khush rho hamesha.....puri duniya chali gai bimari m bs mere hi itne gande karam h ki mere liye kahi bhi jgah nhi h na upar na niche na bhagwan ke pass....